《月儿,带我一起走》O Moon take me to her

在我思念的河流上,
浮动着今夜那弯弯的月儿,
缓缓的在时间的风里流动,
航向了那星星的岛屿。
我问月儿,妳要去哪里?
她说,去寻找我梦里的人儿。

On the river of my thought,
flows the crescent moon of the night,
that moves slowly in the wind of time,
and towards the islands of stars that she goes.
I ask the moon, to where are you going?
and she replies, to search for the one in my dream.

祈泉,
2012年11月16日于新加坡

//On Thursday, 1 Nov 2012, my mother passed away in 20 minutes when she saw that I stepped into the ward, and hugged her in my arm. I saw her heart beat slowly come to a stop, the time was 4:15 pm, and I kissed her face to say good bye. My world has changed in just 20 minutes.

My apology for my dear friends who are following my blog, I feel that I have mental blocked for some weeks, not because of the sadness, but could be because of fulfilling one of the most important goals in my life, i. e. to give all my love to my dearest mom. Paradoxically, it is often the sadness and regrets that come to inspire the composing of the most beautiful song of life. I hope to continue to share with you many things in life, even though I have no regret in life now. //

23 Responses

  1. I am so so sorry. May she rest in perfect peace. Sending love, peace and healing thoughts your way. May you find strength and comfort during this tough time.

    Stay strong

    • Thank you! I am happy for my mom that she will never suffer in this world ever again, although I miss her very much, and cannot stop crying when I am thinking of her. I feel no regret in life anymore thanks to her kind love that heals my sorrow heart due to many things in life.

      with Love,
      KC

  2. I am so very sorry to hear of your loss. I can tell that you and your mother were very close. You were blessed to be her child. You are in my thoughts and prayers during this difficult time. When my father passed away last year, someone gave me a quote by Rabindranath Tagore: “Death is not extinguishing the light, it is only putting out the lamp because the dawn has come.”

    • Thanks for the quote, and it is really a profound understanding of life to be able to write a quote like that, and I always like the words from Rabindranath Tagore. When my father pass away about three years ago, it was an impact of my life that I was hit down to the ground for almost two years, but my mom has helped me to recover the pain and sadness. With her leaving, I am happy that she is not going to suffer many things in life anymore, although I knew that she very much want to stay with me and my sister for some more time.

      I wish you too that you have relieved from the sorrow too from your depart of your father. I guess they are always with us now by living in our heart.

      KC

      • You have a wonderful way of bringing thoughts into words. Yes, they do live within us…take good care, my dear friend…

      • I think when each word come from the heart, together they will appear as magic🙂, inspired by a recent Bollywood movie I watched. It is so true that we can be a magician ourselves in the everyday life, and to make people smile, and to make understand the importance of caring.

        Thank you for for many wonderful words from you as we’ll, and they are all magical to me.

        KC

      • You are the best!!! Take good care…

  3. I am sorry to read of your mother’s passing. I am happy you were so very close to your mother and were there for her at the end. Not all of us are fortunate to have had this relationship with a mother. You have been blessed.

    • Yes I know I have been blessed:), and so I don’t really compare myself to other people about happiness of my life. It was a wonderful to have them as my parents, and life is wonderful with their hearts on my heart in this journey of life.

      I am happy, only miss them each and everyday.

      KC

  4. May God rest her soul in peace. She was indeed lucky to have you as here son. Hope you fulfill all her dreams and cherish the times you had been with her since childhood. Take care.

    • Dear Soumya

      Thanks for your kind words. You are right that I have given her a wonderful time when I was a child. I am always a happy child of my parents and never do I feel lack of anything in life with their love. I am really grateful to have spent the most precious moment with my mom for about a year, and I don’t feel regret anymore in my life.

      Thanks
      KC

  5. I am so sorry to hear that! I can feel how you feel now, this is part of parcel of life, but I am sure your mom feel glad that having such a filial son like you! be strong and take care! – always be your follower.

    • Dear Sydney,

      Thanks! I feel grateful to have spent the time wi my mom, even it was less than a year. It was my best time with her, and I am very happy about it. Just too bad she cannot stay a little bit longer, and there will be the time for depart eventually, and so I know there is nothing for me to regret.

      I am happy because of so much love from her, and I alway miss her.

      KC

  6. KC, I am so sorry to read of your mother’s passing. I can imagine how you are feeling since I also lost my father on 16th November 2102. Be consoled, dear KC, she is finally at rest. Hugs and much love to you.🙂

    • Dear Celestine,

      Thank you for your kind words. There were so many little things she did that I felt so warmth and fun with her by mysids, and when I am thinking about her, it just make me smile. I came back to her, with the lost of my job, and my girlfriend, but my mom has given me more than anyone else to me, her true Love. Although time was short spending with her for barely a year, it was the best moment in my life =).

      You are right, my parents, and your father are finally at rest. We should be happy for them, for their wish and happiness with us had been fulfilled.

      Love and hug to you too, and may our love and remembrance to our love one, make us a better soul.

      kc

  7. You and I both lost our mothers in the same month… both learning to go on, alone somehow without that connection to the womb that bore us, and the love that strengthened us… taking the place of the missing mother as we continue along the path… supporting others as she supported us. Blessings to you my sister… may you laugh as she would have laughed; may you continue to appreciate this world as she did before you, with eyes opened wide, and love in your heart.

    • Thank you Shimon. When my father passed away, I learned that the real meaning of there is a growing innerself when our heart is with Love, and there is always growing stage in life till the day we lay down and to have our final rest. My mother was left behind for more than two years, for me to learn more about life, before she was finally called to join my father. It was a wonderful journey for me, and I truly appreciate every little thing that has presented to me for my whole life. Learning and growing is never an ending process in life, and through our heart, I think our soul is freed by embracing the process.

      So, I am always a child.

      Wish both of us with strength, and joy to continue our journey in life.
      kc

  8. My deepest condolences especially for you and to some of those fellow bloggers…who has lost their love ones…
    I hope you have relieved from the sorrow..with a stronger soul and peace in mind…knowing both your parents are happily there in heaven…

    I can tell you’re a strong soul KC..keep it that way and you’ll be happy and make others happy as well…

    ~ a bunch of love
    Super G

    • Thank you Super G, I am feeling much better now, it was the most wonderful journey in my life I had with my mom, so unforgettable =).

      And yes, bring happiness to others is also my wish in life.

      kc

      • I’m glad to hear that..
        keep smiling ya..you have a great smile there..🙂

        Super G

      • O dear Super G,

        You are persistence to read so many posts today =).

        I replied many of your comments when I was doing my experiment today in the lab, and now replying at home.

        I am always ready to have the most sunshine smile anytime.
        kc

      • I really value good writing KC..and yours is with different approach and style…
        Well, I enjoyed my reading…and it happened that I’m quite free today 🙂 but you can do the reply whenever you are free dear…no hurry

        Super G

      • Normally I will reply the next day because each poem take me a few days to weeks to think, and to write, although the sparks of the thought come in seconds. To me it is a very strenuous effort, and I have to work during the day as a researcher, to think in Science. =).

        It happens to day I am in the relax mode, and not thinking of writing.
        kc

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